Haven’t blogged in a while as you all know. Its currently 02:50am I should be doing work but my mind is foggy. So instead of sitting here twisting and turning about things on my mind I remembered why I originally made this blog. It was to put down my thoughts down because I’m a heavy thinker but people liked what I wrote so I thought I’d publicise it more.
I’ll be honest with you this blog has no real theme I aint even picked a title for it yet but I just need to write.
Life is cool init, a lot of work…should be doing it now to be honest but yeah I’m on Skype instead :) I miss home slyly but I’ve only got a couple months left of uni then I’m throwing that cap into orbit you feel me. Still wondering what I’m doing after uni I’ve got ideas but nothing solid but hopefully with research and God I can put things into perspective and order.
Regarding new blogs I just need to secure solid recording material. The stuff I use is back at home and my bro normally edits my vids although I could do it if need be. I’ve got solid blogs ready to record so yeah anyone who is reading this and wants to help me out please get in contact with me =].
#TeamInsomnia for the last couple days the earliest I’ve slept is 4am imagine, I’m sure if I was serious and could concentrate I could of finished one of my essays today but I’ll uppercut that 2moro =].
Anyhu just wanted to put some things down hope you lot stay tuned for what’s coming next.
Do you believe in signs? Something you saw…something you heard that made you think twice about a thought that had been on your mind.
Recently I feel like I’ve been seeing some signs of my own (not gonna say about what, I don’t know you like that) however I don’t know how to take it. Coincidence maybe? Who knows….or maybe I’m just avoiding the fact that something needs to be done. I’ve realised that its the other way round most of the time, subconsciously I want to make the links between some problems and things I see, hear and even read.
I guess I can only speculate if these ‘signs’ are helping or just confusing me more. What can I do? Ask God…Tell a friend…maybe better yet just make a decision for once and let it be done with it…at the moment I’m not too sure but regardless of that its up to me the individual to decide what to do.
In the end I guess whatever is gonna happen is gonna happen, as everything happens for a reason right?
Regardless of the title of this post it has nothing to do with Beyonce.
Now that’s sorted I can get into this.
I’ve been thinking recently I just want my life simple like 1+1….its not like I want to be lazy or anything. Everything in my life could stay the same but I just want it to be simple, no stress, relaxed, easy…1+1. Everything at the moment just seems to be getting on tops or shall I say is becoming more difficult than it needs to be through my own fault and just due to the ways things are sadly.
I was talking to some of my closest and they think a 1+1 lifestyle it too boring and having that lifestyle will just have you living a lie as nothing in life is really simple. I see their point but at this specific moment I need it. Even if it was just for one month, I’d still carry on my lifestyle but it wouldn’t stress me.
Maybe I need to be better organised or just get on with it, I’m not too sure but I am finding myself a bit more hot and bothered these days…ahh well I think I need a holiday or break. I’d like to say Christmas is soon approaching but uni coursework never allows the holidays to be as festive as they should.
Anyway where ever you are 1+1 lifestyle come find me init.
Its been a while people, deepest apologies for not posting anything for more than a hot second. Anyway let’s get into this!!!
Like most people in my position in life I’m sure stress is a part of your life through no fault of your own. 21 years old, university/work, thinking about your future etc…life is really and truly starting for me. Should I really be complaining? I’m sure this is a part of life which sadly is hard to escape. So instead of sleeping or tackling uni work I’m on Tumblr using it as an escape to relax my mind, which I guess is needed otherwise my brain will just shut down.
However I always thought maybe it is laziness, of course there is a limit you can mentally take but we….actually let me personalise it…I should always be finding new ways to push the limit. If I really want to get to where I want to be in life complaints should be minimal and the work rate should be sky high as Wale’s mixtape put it “No Days Off.”
Overall, couldn’t we just say stress is a result of hard work before the hard work pays off…that’s what it feels like and personally that’s what motivates me to be the best I can be. Some people unfortunately let the stress overwhelm them and it acts like a stitch…it’s hard to run through but after a while it goes away and you finish you race.
Anyhu it’s nice to be back you should be seeing more stuff from me again.
My name is Paul Olasehinde and this is my blog...welcome! I am currently in my third year studying Sociology and Politics BA degree. I hope to jump in some sort of counselling or any sort of business that tickles my fancy.
My blog is reflective thoughts that enter my mind....I have decided to be a bit constructive and write them down....hopefully they will make some sense.
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My name is Paul Olasehinde and this is my blog...welcome! I am currently in my third year studying Sociology and Politics BA degree. I hope to jump in some sort of counselling or any sort of business that tickles my fancy.
My blog is reflective thoughts that enter my mind....I have decided to be a bit constructive and write them down....hopefully they will make some sense.
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